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Oh, hello there, [livejournal.com profile] avengerkink with your newly opened wave; it really is like the Fuh-Q-Fests all over again, with me reading and alternately laughing, O_O -ing, and realizing, "...okay I totally want to write that for that person."

I find myself actually debating whether to post fills as myself or anonymously. I just discovered there's a term for being keen on the hurt part of hurt/comfort--whump, it's called--and wayyyy too many of those prompts are appealing to me. I might want to write more than one of those. With, like, the same characters. And that's feeling a little embarassing. IT'S A KINKMEME FOR CRIPES' SAKES, WHY COY NOW.

Date: 2012-05-17 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gmth.livejournal.com
It's so much fun watching friends squee and flail about their new canon loves. :D

I've filled a few kinkmeme prompts myself. I posted then anon to the actual meme and the re-posted them in my regular LJ, so I got the best of both worlds. Maybe you could do the same?

Date: 2012-05-17 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goseaward.livejournal.com
I've done that, too!

Date: 2012-05-17 08:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
It's a good suggestion, and I might do that! Or I might save anonymity for the "even I cannot believe I wrote this" ones. ^_^

Date: 2012-05-17 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I'm thinking about doing that! I've seen kinkmemes where the rule is you MUST stay anonymous, so I think that's influencing me. But this one is very casual about it. I think if I'm dreadfully embarrassed about what I do request or fill I'll start behind the safety of anonymity.

G., darling, the last time I felt like this was when writing Other Chambers, Darker Secrets. This is the Thunderbolt again at last. I am so, so, so seized. &hearts.

Date: 2012-05-17 08:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gmth.livejournal.com
I'm jealous! I haven't had that Thunderbolt feeling in so long. Enjoy it. :D

Date: 2012-05-17 08:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I can name media (Death Note, Code Geass, Kuroshitsuji) where I adored the source material and fell desperately hard, but they were smaller fandoms, and even Kuroshitsuji didn't seize me with MUST READ EVERYTHING AND MUST WRITE EVERTHING like Avengers has. Christ, how I've missed this. (I've slept four hours a night maximum since seeing it. MANIC FANDOM IS THE BEST FANDOM. :D )

Date: 2012-05-17 09:51 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] isiscolo.livejournal.com
I love the Thunderbolt feeling! I just had it for what is alas a fandom of about ten people, but I don't care, I wrote my fic for it and it's in beta and HAPPY ME.

I am on a kinkmeme where about 50% of the fills are non-anon. Most of the requests are anon, though. The fills I've done have been non-anon but I'm rethinking this for the future.

Date: 2012-05-17 10:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
When I have time to breathe I need to hit you up for vid-learning suggestions! :D I remember you posted some info when you first started learning the tech.

Date: 2012-05-17 10:35 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] isiscolo.livejournal.com
Hee, oh, totally! Vidding is fun! And frustrating! You'll have a blast.

Date: 2012-05-17 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] belleamant.livejournal.com
Please write Avengers kink! Please write Avengers kink!

Date: 2012-05-17 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I am, I am, I am, I am, oh, I AM. At this point I could not possibly be stopped. :D

*uses this icon 'cos it's vaguely Loki-esque*

Date: 2012-05-18 03:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] belleamant.livejournal.com
Yay! You've made my day!

Date: 2012-05-17 08:25 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] femmequixotic
I find myself actually debating whether to post fills as myself or anonymously.

I have the same conundrum. What to do, what to do?

And how many can I write at one time?!!!!!

Date: 2012-05-17 08:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I welcome suggestions! Presently I'm thinking that I would rather sack up the embarrassment in favor of the relief of admitting it's me and being able to share, you know?

I'm in the middle of two Avengers fics right now as a result and I'm not allowing myself to start any more until at least one's done!

Date: 2012-05-17 08:53 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] femmequixotic
I think that's a wise choice, actually. I know I'd end up admitting it eventually--and given that everyone always guesses me in anonymous exchanges, it's probably a moot point. LOLOLOLOLOL.

I have two I'm about to start. Not to mention the 3 HP fics I'm writing. /0\ I can see it's going to be a writing-heavy summer...

Date: 2012-05-17 09:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cellia.livejournal.com
heeee! Yes! *flails with joy*

Personally, I like the anon-ness of it all, and think there is something just a bit freeing about posting and responses when it's all anon. And then to have the best of both worlds, you can post the fic in your lj or on AO3 afterwards (and leave a "reveal" link at the end of the story in the kinkmeme so people just discovering you can now follow you writerly exploits etc etc)

Don't think anyone will complain either way though. I feel like there isn't enough ultra-dirty fic in the fandom yet. Well, is there ever? But maybe you know what I mean? I'm remembering SPN and HP which had noncon bestiality demon incest as pretty mattter-of-course, so maybe most fandoms are going to seem a little tame to me.

Date: 2012-05-17 10:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
And I'm remembering that I actually MADE AND USE THIS ICON, and wonder what the hell I'm so shy about. :D I suppose I'm worried I'm going to write the same theme over and over and people are going to be, "Um, any chance you'd like to not beat up or kill off your favorite characters once in a while?" It feels like the equivalent of discovering I only want to write Mary Sue cutting fic, or something equally cliché. (Or Mary Sue cutting songfic.)

Date: 2012-05-17 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cellia.livejournal.com
plz be sure to describe eyes and clothing choices in detail in your Mary Sue cutting songfic!

But I do think there is something kind of cool about the "coyness" of anon at a kinkmeme. It's like a masquerade ball... complete with final reveal (or sometimes the accidental early reveal! or the "Who is this beautiful stranger? Aha now that I know their name, I shall woo follow them!" Of course, for people who don't want to wade though 500 stories to get to yours, it's handy if you're nonanon.

Ha, I really don't have a huge pref, though. Except that I want to read what you're writing, so at some point in the process, it'd be cool if you connected it with your handle.

Date: 2012-05-18 12:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ella-bane.livejournal.com
Eee, so cool! I'm thrilled you're in the flush of new fandom love! *twirls you*

I love going anon first and posting to my lj later. It's so fun!

Date: 2012-05-18 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
*twirls with you!*

I think at this point it will depend on what I write! If I'm just that embarrassed...

Date: 2012-05-18 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xylodemon.livejournal.com
I've so far posted all my fills to [livejournal.com profile] asoiafkinkmeme logged in -- I figure they are all going to end up on my LJ and at AO3 anyway, and at this point, my fills have been pretty tame compared to my usual HP fare.

With, like, the same characters. And that's feeling a little embarassing.

Oh God, this. I was bookmarking prompts at the meme last night, and thinking to myself -- 'do you really need to write a fifth fill where Jon and Robb have sex in public place?'
Edited Date: 2012-05-18 01:05 am (UTC)

Date: 2012-05-18 01:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. &hearts. Yes. Yes, that is exactly it. Especially when it's going to be "X is tortured and Y is grieved over it."

Date: 2012-05-18 01:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ariadneelda.livejournal.com
Even if you post fills anon at the kinkmeme, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE you'll have to de-anon later. I don't want to miss anything Avengers you write! I'm just so happy you're so much into this and WRITING FIC. :D

Date: 2012-05-18 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I know I will not be able to resist claiming them from the beginning or later, it's inevitable! :D And I'm so happy to have you as crazy about this as me! *smooches hard*

Date: 2012-05-18 01:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
I swear to God I thought this was you until I got to the part about the sex slavery being optional.

Date: 2012-05-18 02:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
*laughs like loon* See, if I did request that, yeah, that's the sort of thing that's so way out (not judging; just saying it's not exactly the logical next step in canon, y'know) I'd have to go anonymous. If I even filled it my first impulse would be to go anonymous!

Date: 2012-05-18 02:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
NOT ANYWHERE EVEN CLOSE TO BEING THE NEXT LOGICAL STEP. But I can't lie. I would read that. I would read the shit out of it. I remember the glorious days of the 32 chapter, 100,000 word massive FFnet epics about Harry Potter being raised by Lucius Malfoy.

I'm paging through the prompts, and most of them aren't even that kinky. Damn.

Date: 2012-05-18 02:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
I'm startled by "kinkmeme" begin so broadly hijacked to mean "anything my dear fandom heart NEEDS even if it's not 'kinky,'" but I'm pleased by it all the same because there's a lot of "...I totally want that too," that's hitting me.

I am so embarrassed by the amount of "X is abused horribly" on this meme that is making me say, "Oh, yeah. YEAH. Do it, baby."

Date: 2012-05-18 02:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
I'm startled by "kinkmeme" begin so broadly hijacked to mean "anything my dear fandom heart NEEDS even if it's not 'kinky,'"

This is true! I hadn't thought of it that way, but I guess that's how it works now. And yeaaaaaaaaaah, the ________ is abused horribly ones, yeah, I'm game for that. I'M GAME FOR ALLLLL OF IT.

Have you seen the top picture on this? All the bad thoughts. All. The. Bad thoughts.

Date: 2012-05-18 02:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
Oh, cripes, you do love me, don't you.

I found an artist who draws the filthiest, bloodiest Clint/Loki...it breaks my heart because it hits all my kink buttons but her Hawkeye looks more like Martin Freeman than Jeremy Renner, which puts my head on sideways ("when did Loki brainwash John Watson??")...but oh my god the kink buttons. There's bondage with ARROWS.

Date: 2012-05-18 03:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quigonejinn.livejournal.com
WITH ARROWS. WITH ARROWS. I just want a horrifying amount of Natasha getting brainwashed by Loki, and you know Hawkeye isn't the one chatting with Loki in the fish tank, but you know that Loki does look up in the camera and say that Natasha sends her very special regards to Clint and dfagjerfaer.

I started out writing Howard/Bucky for that one prompt on kinkmeme? I think it was for h/c or something like that? And this being me, it slid quickly sideways into total assholery and mindfucking. Which, now that I think about it, that last sentence is actually just a total lie, because if I was going to write Howard/Bucky, what are the chances it wouldn't end up being completely badtouch?

Date: 2012-05-18 05:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] icarusancalion.livejournal.com
I'm so pleased watching the fannish joy anon.

Date: 2012-05-18 02:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amanuensis1.livejournal.com
But I'm watching you get sucked in tooooo....:D

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